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"My strength and my heart may fail, but God is the strength of my heart and my portion forever."

Just because one person rejects you doesn’t mean you need to reject yourself. 

Just because some people choose to disregard your worth and treat you without kindness doesn’t mean everyone will, 
and it certainly doesn’t mean you have to imitate their behavior. 

The truth is that the way other people treat us isn’t about us
- it’s about them and their own struggles, insecurities, and limitations. 

You don’t have to allow their judgement to become your truth. 
You may not be able to control what other people say or how they act, 
but you can always choose how you treat yourself. 
You can choose who you surround yourself with, and who you let go of. 

And no matter what your circumstances, 
you can choose to believe in yourself and your worth. 
Because at the end of the day, trying to please everyone is exhausting and impossible. 

No matter how you change or who you become, 
there will always be someone who doesn’t approve. 

So instead of wasting your energy in a futile attempt to become someone that other people want you to be, 
give yourself permission to be exactly who you are. 
And know that who you are is exactly enough.

The right people will find their way into your life. 
These are the people who will love and accept you wholeheartedly and without conditions. 
These are the people who matter. 

Let go of the rest.

Spending Labor Day alone in a coffee shop,

studying for my finals.

One sip of my coffee at a time, 
listening to my favorite jazz music,
I started to flip through all the boring lecture notes.
Hopefully I can digest everything inside my brain 
and prepare myself for my upcoming finals.

Man! I cant wait to be over.
I can imagine myself dancing around like a crazy person while shouting out loud
SAYONARA SEM 5! YEAH!

Im so excited!
There are so many things Im looking forward to after this:

Going back to my hometown to be together with my family.
Catch up with my old friends whom I did not meet up for a long time.
Train myself to get ready for the upcoming 21 km Penang Bridge Marathon.
And lastly, 
For the first time, like a young adult,
Im going to explore Chiang Mai &  Chiang Rai (Thailand), and Cambodia with my Uni friends.
Explore the world as much as possible before stepping in to the real world.

So yeah!
3 more weeks to go!!
Cant wait :)

And for those out there who are getting ready for finals,
GOOD LUCK and All the best on your exams.
It will be over soon, so hang in there man! 




My life is used to be simple and carefree.
No worries can bring me down.

But then as a dark storm pass by,
keep growing bigger and bigger.

Seeing rain poured over the place and lightning strikes above me,
I curled up myself like a ball, hopefully it will end quickly,
but I was wrong.
Its keeps coming even more vicious, like a cycle.

Shocked
Scared
Angry 
Sad

I need stay cautious around my surrounding so that I wont get hurt or disappointments.
I feel like giving up as the world keeps pushing me down
but keep telling myself I need to stay strong so that I can survive.

But then God whispering in my ear 
"Dont give up"
And He tell me to look up.

The moment I lift up my head
Behind the dark, menacing clouds, 
I saw something beautiful
It bright and colorful.
It was breathtaking.

I thanked Him with all my heart,
because He always like a rainbow,
appears unexpectedly yet beautiful.

Amazed 
Calm 
Peace
Joy
But most of all,
because of Him,
I found hope.

And hope overcomes Everything.











Although your birthday is over but anyway,
 
Happy Birthday Craig Bartlett!
Born: (18/10/1956)
creator of Hey Arnold and Dinasaur Train.
 
Thanks Craig for creating such a great cartoon.
Your adorable, optimistic little football-headed kid and the gang will never be forgotten :)
 



 
Before I stop here,
I wanted to share my drawing of Hey Arnold here as a token of thanks to Craig for making my childhood fun and enjoyable.
 
PS: Hopefully Hey Arnold The Jungle Movie will be in theater soon so that everyone could know this awesome Nicktoon.

 Before
After
 
My first time doodling and colouring of Arnold and Gerald from Hey Arnold using Paint.
 
Thanks for watching and good night!

                                                                                                                                                                                       My body and mind is in KL but my heart and soul will always be in Penang,
my hometown.

I dint say I hate KL, I like living there,
good apartment with friendly housemates, great food location, great university life with new friends.
Most of the time I feel satisfy my life here.
Still,
there are times when I get back to my apartment and look around my room, Im feel kinda empty inside and lonely as there's no one I can share my happiness or sadness to.
But thanks to the support from my family and friends and most of all God himself, I can be strong enough to live alone in a new environment and become more independant each and every day.

I really misses everyone who i love right now and hopefully they live well and did sucessfully in everything they do.

Right now,
I cant wait for my finals to be over so that I can fly back home hugging and kiss to each of my family members and continue to share the laughter and memories with my beloved friends.

Cant wait to be back home again.

 
                                                                                          


I had diarrhea since Wednesday
and trust me, it dint feel good.
I had trips to the bathroom early in the morning without having any good sleep and less appetite.
I try to rest more and drink apple cider to cure my diarrhea.
But till now, nothing had changed.

Right now while posting this,
I feel Im going to vomit any minute now -.-

I mostly will tell my parent to go to a doctor tomorrow for a check up if this still continues.
Hope everything will be fine by then.

Recently,
I was not myself lately.
I do not know why but what I did,
what I act is totally different from what I usually do.

I knew what I did was wrong and I felt sad,
dissapointed because of my selfishness of keep thinking more on me than God.
I should not let these things control over me and change me from who I really am.

Instead,

I only want God to be the one controling my life!

So from now on,
I throw all my unwanted luggage from the past and renew my heart, renew my soul and renew my life to God.

Because You are the only one I needed most in my life and nothing else.

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