My Portion

"My strength and my heart may fail, but God is the strength of my heart and my portion forever."

To all the people who open burning in Indonesia
(and some Malaysian companies who has plantation in Indonesia who support them in open burning as well):

I beg u, please stop your illigal open burning! sheesh!!! >:(
Its so irritating when i keep blowing out the mucus from my nose with tons of tissue paper (sounds kinda disgusting =.=)
which has the smoke particles made by u guys !

You guys have no social responsibility and selfish!
Izzit because this is the easiest and the cheapest way to cut trees?
or becuase it is the easiest way to earn more money to youself?
Well Not !! im sick of it for it has been like dis for the pass few years?
When u guys gona stop this ?!?

Do you Know:
You guys not just bring the haze to Malaysia which poluted our air
(although is already polluted with car fumes, factory smoke and cigarettes but haze is the worst)
but becauses of ur illigal action
it causes me, many of my freinds and most of all my beloved mom
to get flu, coughs and eventually fall sick all thanks to your illigal actions!
There are better jobs out there which could benefits you, your hometown and other countires in the world. Why must choose this job?

As for the Malaysian government,
Im kinda disssapointed
For you guys dint take serious action (like enforce rules about banned open burning or others)
which has affected Malaysia for more than 10 yrs?
Even though u guys have ask the assistance from ASEAN countries to help solve this problem
but even so, why still have this haze problem?
What have u guys doing for the pass 10 yrs?

Hello! We are the victims here!!
I mean seriously!
There is no point to say sorry to us every time it happens...
U guys dint even know how much it affected us!
(maybe even other Asian countries affected too including Indonesia itself)

Who to blame
when our family,
friends,
citizen of Malaysia (and countires all over the world)
and most importantly
our future generation
who will ended with health problems
like cancer or athsama.
Who to blame?

Haih...there is no use on complain about this matter
wasting my time and energy thinking about it.
I can only pray harder and hope
this will come to an end.

Life in college is always hectic,

rushing finish assignments, prepare for presentation,

get ready for pop quiz and test,

and helping in activities

like helping in car wash for the funds for prom night.


It makes me feel so tired till nearly fall sick,

Yes, life is not easy in college as i need to juggle between studies and God

but thank goodness i still can cope.


In the same time im enjoying my college life with my awesome friends,

always sharing each other about our thoughts.


Seeing them joking and teasing each other,

even chasing around, shouting in class (with the lights close)

makes me laugh a lot and feel happy till forget how tired i am :)


So this cycle will continue till graduate

and this kind of routine will end soon.


But i will always cherish this college life here no matter good or bad,

as this is kind of life which not everyone can experienced.


That is why im going to enjoy my college life to the fullest ~! YEAH :D











There are times people want to be someone else,
who can be loved, who can be accepted by others.

There are times people want to be someone else,
who can make others laugh and have a smile on their face,

There are times people wanted to be someone else,
to be praised for doing something good.

There are times people have tried to remind themself,
"dont ever made the same mistake again",
and try to changed themself to be a better person.


But in the end others will give the same answer
which they do not want to know, do not want to hear.
It hurts and makes them do not love themself anymore.


But God knows our value.
He sees our potential, not our weakness.

We may not understand everything we are going through right now.

But hold our head up high,
knowing that God is in control
and He has a great plan
and purpose for our life.

Our dreams may not have turned out exactly as we would hoped,

but the Bible says that:

God’s ways are better and higher than our ways,
Even when everybody else rejects you,

Remember,

God stands before you with His arms open wide.
He always accepts you. He always confirms your value.

God sees your two good moves!
You are His prized possession.


No matter what you go through in life,
no matter how many disappointments you suffer,
your value in God’s eyes always remains the same.

You will always be the apple of His eye for He loves you :)

He will never give up on you, so don’t give up on yourself!

And be proud for who you are.

You may not consider yourself

But you may very well be

A leader...

a winner...

For all the world to see...

In the eyes of others

You are a martyr

You have received recognition

And you have worked harder...

But why ?

Why all the praise?

I have done nothing but kept my word....

To a dear friend who needed me

In every incidence that occurred...

But friend!

I tell you,

you are a hero

You helped me see the light...

When I had no eyes..

You saved me...

and you were my sight =D -END-

Time is of the essence when you’re manic..

u MUST GET THINGS DONE!

anything, everything,

n u must DO IT IN TIME..

the White Rabbit dashing...

about looking at his pocket watch n say

"I’m late! I’m late! "

The world won’t stop for me

n I have to catch it...

b4 it goes flying by n I will

MISS MY CHANCE to b INCREDIBLE

There is a deadline on incredibility

n the clock is ticking away....

"You can't stay
in your corner of the forest
waiting for people
to come to you.
You have to go to them sometimes."

~ Winnie the Pooh

stars...i wonder...wats it feels like

b one of them...

mayb i watch 2 much

the princess n the frog movie...eee ;p

but it giv me a flashback...

when im holiday at Mukah...


since...there is not like a city...

so sum place hav no lampost...

it was pitch black...i cant even c myself...

oso we r in d middle of d forest...ahhhh!!!


my uncle suddenly tell all of us...

"whoa...look up..."

frm d car window...

there's onli 2 words in my mind rite nw

NO WAY!!!!

izzit a dream...or jus

many glowing objects...sparkle

above the dark sky...make it

alive as ever...ahhhh


it was d most stars i saw in my whole life...

i jus wish i can snap a picture of it...

so dat i can proove 2 all of u...

how beautiful God's creation is...

haiz...stupid handphone....

d camera so blurry...sigh....

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