stars...i wonder...wats it feels like
b one of them...
mayb i watch 2 much
the princess n the frog movie...eee ;p
but it giv me a flashback...
when im holiday at Mukah...
since...there is not like a city...
so sum place hav no lampost...
it was pitch black...i cant even c myself...
oso we r in d middle of d forest...ahhhh!!!
my uncle suddenly tell all of us...
"whoa...look up..."
frm d car window...
there's onli 2 words in my mind rite nw
NO WAY!!!!
izzit a dream...or jus
many glowing objects...sparkle
above the dark sky...make it
alive as ever...ahhhh
it was d most stars i saw in my whole life...
i jus wish i can snap a picture of it...
so dat i can proove 2 all of u...
how beautiful God's creation is...
haiz...stupid handphone....
d camera so blurry...sigh....
One day as I was walking....
On the straight and narrow highway
I looked
n not too far ahead
I saw a tempting byway
I saw that games were being played
Looked like a county fair
So I went in to join them
And they offered me a chair
I watched awhile
and then began....
to walk upon the byway
It seemed a place quite similar...o.o
To the narrow highway
I saw the birds
the shrubs and trees...
And smelled a smell
so sweet ;D
But as I walked....
I failed to see.....
The net beneath my feet
I heard a crackling sound
and
I Was caught so suddenly...
That I could not begin to guess
What happened then to me???
I struggled from inside the net
And suddenly the scene...
was changed...
and
began to hear a groaning
and some screams...
The birds became dark....
ghastly things...
The trees were
black.... bent
The smell became
a dreadful stench
The path had a sharp descent
I cried out in that dreadful place
Then heard the Master say
In loving tones...
so sweet....so low
"Did you leave the narrow way?"
"Oh Lord," I cried
"I'm like a bird
Caught in this awful net.
Please help me...
Lord, to free myself.''
The Master said,
"Don't fret."
I'll give you strength
my little one =D
To break the fowler's snare.
"I struggled hard, and soon was free
In answer to my prayer.
Then....
when my wandering soul escaped
from that old fiend's device
The Master said,
"That snare can't hold
A Bird of Paradise."
Life goes on and so do i....
Trying to understand im 16...
As i grew
the more i realized
life gets harder...
Knowing life
will keep on going....
Learning...
what life is really made of
Finding out
what i want to be...
Knowing i have ....
more choices i have to make
Learning giving up ...
is not the right thing
Knowing i have
more resposibilites....
Learning its all
up to me for my future
Knowing theres more
i wil learn....
after i heard wat
my dad told me jus nw...
it cant b...it cant b true...
why...why so sudden !!!!
my face suddenly changed
as my smile
do not exist animore...
tried 2 resist the pain..
in my heart...
the tears...
in my eyes...
at 1st i thought
its jus a joke...
but my dad never jokes..
in serious times....
if u still there...
i wish i can hug u...
kiss u...with all my heart..
n u will do the same thing
as me in return...
with a warm smile on ur face..
if u still there...
mayb u can play the harmonica
n i will sing
some of our fav songs...
n sing 2gether..as we used 2..
n we wil roared with laugher
when we made silly mistakes..
u hav taught me alot of things
since childhood n i still
remembered vividly in my mind..
if u still there...
i wish i could hear ur voice..
ur sweet voice...when u
calling me...
or looking at me
with ur lovely hazel eyes
althought u still insist
wearing ur old glases
..but i luv it jus u being dis way...
if u still there...
since ur bdae is comin..
i can still made it...made it
2 made my last phone call...
sing n wish u a
happy bdae n i luv
when u say
"thank u kai tian"
reali...if u still there....
i reali...reali
wanted 2 say....
thank u 4 always b my gm
4 all these years...
im grateful 2 hav sum1 like u...
i wil always remember u...
deep..deep down
in my heart....sniff...
althought still depressed.. but
happy cause
u no nid 2 suffer animor pain...
i reali dunwan 2 c u suffer...
like dis...it makes me feel hurt
jus wanted 2 tell u dat
God wil always luv u..
protect u...
n im sure dat He wil
lead u 2 a better,safer place..
i wil pray...hope u wil b hapi there...
lastly...i wanted 2 say dat...
..........................................
i luv u
I realised dat
dont judge a book by its cover
althought he is not 100% perfect but really...
he have sumthing
special or hidden talent
which nt many people can see
for the first time, i stared at u for so long
wondering why i dint know the real you.
You amazed me n hope you will always
remain the same -END-
to all my frens
(especially 4 my special 1)
evry1 must know that
the most difficult task
as a friend
is to offer understanding
when we don't understand.
(well...dis people rite nw
hav dis problems above=_=)
When we honestly
ask ourselves which
person in our lives
mean the most to us....
we often find that
it is those who
instead of giving advice
solutions
or cures
have chosen
rather
to share our pain and
touch our wounds
with a warm and
tender hand xp
The friend
who can be silent
in a moment of despair
or confusion....
who can stay
in an hour of grief
and bereavement
who can tolerate not knowing,
not curing,
not healing and face
is a friend who cares^^
n this person appreciates it
to any1 hu i hav hurt them...
jus 2 say dat
im sry -END-
actuali i reali can
fullfill it
but......
everytime i saw u.....
jus gettin scared...
scared i'll messed up the whole thing
scared i loose dat promise
i made.....
even im reali am trying
u will still unsatified....:(
argh....AND U
the IMMItation of ME
what the heck r u doing....
huever u r.....stop it....
I MEAN IT.....
its nt fuuny at all >:-(
