after i heard wat
my dad told me jus nw...
it cant b...it cant b true...
why...why so sudden !!!!
my face suddenly changed
as my smile
do not exist animore...
tried 2 resist the pain..
in my heart...
the tears...
in my eyes...
at 1st i thought
its jus a joke...
but my dad never jokes..
in serious times....
if u still there...
i wish i can hug u...
kiss u...with all my heart..
n u will do the same thing
as me in return...
with a warm smile on ur face..
if u still there...
mayb u can play the harmonica
n i will sing
some of our fav songs...
n sing 2gether..as we used 2..
n we wil roared with laugher
when we made silly mistakes..
u hav taught me alot of things
since childhood n i still
remembered vividly in my mind..
if u still there...
i wish i could hear ur voice..
ur sweet voice...when u
calling me...
or looking at me
with ur lovely hazel eyes
althought u still insist
wearing ur old glases
..but i luv it jus u being dis way...
if u still there...
since ur bdae is comin..
i can still made it...made it
2 made my last phone call...
sing n wish u a
happy bdae n i luv
when u say
"thank u kai tian"
reali...if u still there....
i reali...reali
wanted 2 say....
thank u 4 always b my gm
4 all these years...
im grateful 2 hav sum1 like u...
i wil always remember u...
deep..deep down
in my heart....sniff...
althought still depressed.. but
happy cause
u no nid 2 suffer animor pain...
i reali dunwan 2 c u suffer...
like dis...it makes me feel hurt
jus wanted 2 tell u dat
God wil always luv u..
protect u...
n im sure dat He wil
lead u 2 a better,safer place..
i wil pray...hope u wil b hapi there...
lastly...i wanted 2 say dat...
..........................................
i luv u
I realised dat
dont judge a book by its cover
althought he is not 100% perfect but really...
he have sumthing
special or hidden talent
which nt many people can see
for the first time, i stared at u for so long
wondering why i dint know the real you.
You amazed me n hope you will always
remain the same -END-
to all my frens
(especially 4 my special 1)
evry1 must know that
the most difficult task
as a friend
is to offer understanding
when we don't understand.
(well...dis people rite nw
hav dis problems above=_=)
When we honestly
ask ourselves which
person in our lives
mean the most to us....
we often find that
it is those who
instead of giving advice
solutions
or cures
have chosen
rather
to share our pain and
touch our wounds
with a warm and
tender hand xp
The friend
who can be silent
in a moment of despair
or confusion....
who can stay
in an hour of grief
and bereavement
who can tolerate not knowing,
not curing,
not healing and face
is a friend who cares^^
n this person appreciates it
to any1 hu i hav hurt them...
jus 2 say dat
im sry -END-
actuali i reali can
fullfill it
but......
everytime i saw u.....
jus gettin scared...
scared i'll messed up the whole thing
scared i loose dat promise
i made.....
even im reali am trying
u will still unsatified....:(
argh....AND U
the IMMItation of ME
what the heck r u doing....
huever u r.....stop it....
I MEAN IT.....
its nt fuuny at all >:-(
