My Portion

The knife the little mermaid held shook,

the next moment she threw the knife into the waves.

The waves lit up the knife as the knife hit,

the sun was rising above the ocean.

The little mermaid looked at the prince through fading eyes,

and threw herself into the ocean.

And become the sea foam,

the little mermaid disappeared.

I cant see properly as

You are a good friend
but i find it you
also the most unpredictable, complicated friend i have ever known.

Dont know why i find you that way?

No offence but somehow
your mood can be different.
Is like
one day you could treat coldly towards me as im invisible
and treat nicely to me on the next day.
Dont know you have treat others like this before
but
Maybe that is just your personality.

At the beginning, im still thinking
whether you are still treating me as a friend or not
But after knowing you for a long time,
i realised im just thinking too much of it.

Because if you dint treat me as a friend,
you would have stop talking to me,
stop helping me when im in trouble,
stop givng me good advice and
most of all
not treating me as a real friend.
So im glad that you are my friend. :)

To all the people who open burning in Indonesia
(and some Malaysian companies who has plantation in Indonesia who support them in open burning as well):

I beg u, please stop your illigal open burning! sheesh!!! >:(
Its so irritating when i keep blowing out the mucus from my nose with tons of tissue paper (sounds kinda disgusting =.=)
which has the smoke particles made by u guys !

You guys have no social responsibility and selfish!
Izzit because this is the easiest and the cheapest way to cut trees?
or becuase it is the easiest way to earn more money to youself?
Well Not !! im sick of it for it has been like dis for the pass few years?
When u guys gona stop this ?!?

Do you Know:
You guys not just bring the haze to Malaysia which poluted our air
(although is already polluted with car fumes, factory smoke and cigarettes but haze is the worst)
but becauses of ur illigal action
it causes me, many of my freinds and most of all my beloved mom
to get flu, coughs and eventually fall sick all thanks to your illigal actions!
There are better jobs out there which could benefits you, your hometown and other countires in the world. Why must choose this job?

As for the Malaysian government,
Im kinda disssapointed
For you guys dint take serious action (like enforce rules about banned open burning or others)
which has affected Malaysia for more than 10 yrs?
Even though u guys have ask the assistance from ASEAN countries to help solve this problem
but even so, why still have this haze problem?
What have u guys doing for the pass 10 yrs?

Hello! We are the victims here!!
I mean seriously!
There is no point to say sorry to us every time it happens...
U guys dint even know how much it affected us!
(maybe even other Asian countries affected too including Indonesia itself)

Who to blame
when our family,
friends,
citizen of Malaysia (and countires all over the world)
and most importantly
our future generation
who will ended with health problems
like cancer or athsama.
Who to blame?

Haih...there is no use on complain about this matter
wasting my time and energy thinking about it.
I can only pray harder and hope
this will come to an end.

Life in college is always hectic,

There are times people want to be someone else,
who can be loved, who can be accepted by others.

There are times people want to be someone else,
who can make others laugh and have a smile on their face,

There are times people wanted to be someone else,
to be praised for doing something good.

There are times people have tried to remind themself,
"dont ever made the same mistake again",
and try to changed themself to be a better person.

But in the end others will give the same answer
which they do not want to know, do not want to hear.
It hurts and makes them do not love themself anymore.


But God knows our value.
He sees our potential, not our weakness.

We may not understand everything we are going through right now.

But hold our head up high,
knowing that God is in control
and He has a great plan
and purpose for our life.

Our dreams may not have turned out exactly as we would hoped,

but the Bible says that:

God’s ways are better and higher than our ways,
Even when everybody else rejects you,

Remember,

God stands before you with His arms open wide.
He always accepts you. He always confirms your value.

God sees your two good moves!
You are His prized possession.


No matter what you go through in life,
no matter how many disappointments you suffer,
your value in God’s eyes always remains the same.

You will always be the apple of His eye for He loves you :)

He will never give up on you, so don’t give up on yourself!

And be proud for who you are.